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A week alone for me but happy to return back to home

I am optimistic towards life, targeting goals and to achieve them. Home is something very important for me, I can feel very much secure at home with my parents. Nobody can touch me at my home, my mom and dad always love me even I am very naughty. My Mom and Dad are shield for me for all wrong things from the outside world. Still I am ten year old and I didn’t get chance to live myself alone as I am kid and I can’t live without my parents, not live means I can’t think as well over it.
But last year I have decided, my mom and dad supported me for my future. I have cracked one of the entrance exam for a top boarding school in India. And they have one condition before admission I have to stay in their premises for a week long with them and I have to follow all rules followed by them. I need to follow all rituals what they were doing. I made myself very hard and it is really very difficult for me to live alone. They have not given permission to my mom and dad to stay with me, even not in the premises. Parents can stay there but they can’t meet with the kid.
I was very happy there, as I got many friends from many states of India and I can play with them even when I am in room and my parents were not there to scold me. We can make laugh together, we can make fight together, we can play together. Our supervisor was making us happy and I was not having food because of laziness but my supervisor was very strict and he was forcing me to have my food. Until and unless I were not having food, he was not allowing me to leave the canteen. My supervisor was too strict, at that time I was really remembering my Mom and Dad, if my Mom and Dad were there and I say to them I didn’t like this food surely they have been told me, “That’s OK, You can have something else!!”, really I have been missed my Mom and Dad at this point of time.
First day of that boarding school was very good but when evening came, many kids started crying, they wanted to go back to home and live with their parents.  Even I was feeling the same and I also cried with them. I called to my parents with the help of supervisor mobile and I was really crying over phone and asked them to take me out but my father gave me a boost over mobile and he told me nice words and inspiration to complete the period and he told me its only 1 week and this is your first day of the life without us, So stay and keep calm.
When I was thinking to go back to home, I was remembering all my naughtiness which I was doing at my home but still my Mom and Dad gave me hug and love. I was thinking that when I will reach back to home, now I will be getting more surprises as what I did was very difficult and very few people can do this. I was very happy to go back as I will see my parent’s eyes and smiles, which will be coming to their face when I will reach to them.
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I got rise above fear from Height and water

     Fear is not only a word for me this is the one of main thing which I was having since my early childhood. I was thinking how to win over fear, I was having many fear like go on height, I can’t go in water, I can’t go alone outside from my house even to take milk packet from near shop. I was fearing to take some money in pocket, I was putting money in bag, in which I was bringing things from market. I was thinking that somebody can kidnap me from market and I can’t go outside from my home.

    Every evening I was playing games with my friends in the basement of the buildings, there I can’t play power shot in cricket because it was a car parking area. I was having fear from car owners. Even I was having fear to go in a dark room. My main fear is to go on height and that’s one of the key reason not to participate in survival camps. Where they are making many things with height, like they have one rope from second floor and we need to come down by slipping with the support of wall. It was really a game by which I was having fear till inside.
    I went to the Manali where I got good adventurous activities like Rope Bridge, Burma Bridge, Rope Climb, Rope Bridge over river, net trapping, crawling etc. I was happily started Rope Bridge by which I was having fear, the trainer took me over the tree. It was around 20 ft. above the ground and they secured me with jacket and all the security measures, then they told me to walk on Rope bridge, I tightly holding the net by my hand and walking slowly, when I saw down, I was really enjoying and I was not getting fear from the Rope bridge. Once I completed the Rope Bridge then I have started Burma Bridge, Rope climb and Rope Bridge over river and I did it well. In the first time I did all activities. Now really I am enjoying the activities in which height is playing vital role.
    Now I can go to the roof of the house and I can see down, I don’t have fear to see down. Earlier I can’t go on roof and can’t see down from the roof, whenever I was seeing from the roof I was getting headache and can’t see continuous to down. Earlier I was having fear from many things but now I am a brave boy and took rise above fear. Now I love to go on roof and love to play in the games where height is playing major role.
    I got rise above fear, this is also slogan of Mountain Dew Cold Drink.  
The Dew film over Rise above Fear !